Darling
February 18, 2023
Small child, eyes wide
Her mother wipes her tears and gives a sigh
Kisses her forehead and says
“Guard your heart darling,
The world isn’t built for you”
The child leaves for school
Struggles with manners and with rules
Her mother again sighs
“Darling, darling,
This world you must abide”
The girl grows
Day in, day out, sunshine and snow
She learns to hold back her cries
To change for their sighs
She learns their manners and rules
No longer in the woods after school
“Darling, darling” her mother says
“You’ve always been good”
The girl begins to find
Things she can do with only her mind
Colors and numbers and poetry mix
She builds model towers with sticks
“Oh my darling,
You are so smart”
So they whisk her indoors
To educate and mold her
A child she is no more
She learns to survive
Her tears, she herself dries
She’s learned manners and rules
She’s learned how to do school
She’s grown now, sophisticated
Nothing like that child outdated
She finds herself with a young girl
She, too, whisked indoors to learn
She, too, learning to mold herself
To the sounds of others’ sighs
The older reaches out with pens and crayons
Takes the younger by the hand
“Darling, darling
How I wish things were different”
A story recounted
The younger looks up at her
A congruence of memory
“But they are”
A sad smile
“They will be”